I'm so sorry, Dawn. We all cope with grief in different ways, for some it takes longer than others, and I am glad to hear that you are back. Most of us will agree that the loss of your mother is probably one of the hardest to bear. I know that not a day goes by that I don't think of my Mum in one way or another...something I'd like to be able to tell her about, something I think she'd enjoy seeing, a family milestone that I wish she was here to enjoy. We hold on to our precious memories and with them, we find comfort.